That bloody Veil...

I have heard it again and again that it is the brain… that all is in the brain and still I have not understood. Something in me has not been able to take it, but now it could sink in and be a part of me… be a part of my whole being.

And now I can see that this bloody Veil is not about something outside me but it is about something within, it is in my head. Suddenly I understand… I can see that this veil is all about judging, analyzing, be a part of all this drama outside me AND in fact inside of me …. And that all this is, like an fog that block the view, and don’t misunderstand… it is not the view outside of me but it is all about the view inside of me.

So this veil was not at all about a carpet hanging in front of my eyes that had to be lifted up so I could see into another dimension. What a silly game that is and now I can laugh about it. For actually the reality is indeed so much crazier than that.

For as I have written about lately, I have experienced that when I stopped judging, stop analyzing, stop being a part of all this dualistic games that going on… AND stop ALL of that... then my mind became silent. And like I mention in my last blog (I think it was) when I listened to that material I talked about it was like I finally could take it… that I finally could take this last step.

The last days I feel my view is in becoming clearer, and I also understand that this vail also is this separation from All That Is. That it has been in my mind is that has held me away from me myself… away from All That Is.

And I can also feel that my brain now more and more can do what it is meant to do, that it can translate this wisdom I now feel is coming through  me so I can understand it and also can put word on it.

When I finally took this last step then I also experience that thing started to happen very quickly.

And the shoud (Crimson Circle.com) yesterday… wooow… THAT is crazy… and I feel ready.

I am that I am…

I am…